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"Hey, now. I wasn't sending you away, I'd've to be a god at least to have that kind of power; I knew that pretty quickly."
"I was sending myself away. Against my greatest desires."
Hiroki giggles slightly nervously.
"And even then, I wanted you to catch me. To pin me down and crush me and break me so that I couldn't run away from you anymore. I wanted you to ravish me, I wanted the wildest things, and all the same, if you had done exactly what I dreamt you'd do, I'd've feared you and I would have run away."
"I think... I might've been conditioned to want things I don't want. By Haggar. Not anymore, though. Now I'd just tell you if enough was enough."
"I think... there was a time when we came a hair width to the things I hated to want. And then there would never be 'us', as a couple, possible, anymore."
"So.... thanks for being patient with me, Ziggy. I mean it."
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Date: 2021-04-10 07:17 am (UTC)"With you, Ziggy, I am."
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Date: 2021-04-23 01:08 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2021-04-24 04:25 am (UTC)"Hey, now. I wasn't sending you away, I'd've to be a god at least to have that kind of power; I knew that pretty quickly."
"I was sending myself away. Against my greatest desires."
Hiroki giggles slightly nervously.
"And even then, I wanted you to catch me. To pin me down and crush me and break me so that I couldn't run away from you anymore. I wanted you to ravish me, I wanted the wildest things, and all the same, if you had done exactly what I dreamt you'd do, I'd've feared you and I would have run away."
"I think... I might've been conditioned to want things I don't want. By Haggar. Not anymore, though. Now I'd just tell you if enough was enough."
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Date: 2021-04-24 04:29 am (UTC)"So.... thanks for being patient with me, Ziggy. I mean it."